Chris Brown – Welcome To My Life (feat. Cal Scruby)


Part of me say "Keep going", that other hand say "Quit playing"
Have you been there?
And they know, what doesn’t kill you makes you want it more
And they know, what doesn’t kill you makes you want it more
You must’ve got me fucked up, because I ain’t tryna get that all white Benz
Now you’re lying on the floor
I just keep on tryin’
And it never feels the way I want
No looking back, everything is in front of me
Have you seen it all?
Have you done this once before?
I’ve been drinkin’ too much, I don’t know what I did last night
[Verse 1: Cal Scruby]
I don’t got time to pick up the phone to hear what you bitching ’bout
I ain’t stuck up, same motherfucker that I’ve always been
They say money doesn’t buy happiness, but I’d rather cry in that
And they know, what doesn’t kill you makes you want it more
Say I don’t listen now

I just know who I wanna be
Never that though
That’s the truth, I can’t hide it (hide it)
Did they tell you, you’ll love this life and all these lights?
I just keep on tryin’
Every dream in my head
[Chorus: Chris Brown]
And this is your life
It’s hard to plan for tomorrow, when you just live for the night
I’m feeling so distant now
Lookin’ for the answer, can’t find it (can’t find it)
[Chorus: Chris Brown]
I wanted it all to myself like, you don’t wanna give that life, away

Livin’ on the edge, I’m bound to fall (fall)
Did they tell you, you’ll love this life and all these lights?
And this is your life
Your life, your life
Did they tell you, you’ll love this life and all these lights?
Damn, I don’t know who I am

Now you’re lying on the floor
And when I get to the edge
[Chorus: Chris Brown]
It’s like a mountain that I just keep climbing
And it never feels the way I want
[Verse 2: Cal Scruby]
But I stay movin’, stay climbin’ (climbin’)
Hello, this is my life in your TV
I never act like they puttin’ a gun to me
Have you been there?

Puttin’ in work, I stay grindin’ (grindin’)
[Post-Chorus: Chris Brown]
Welcome to my Ow!
Bitch you ain’t in my position now

You never walked a mile in my shoes
[Pre-Chorus: Chris Brown]
I turn around and put that dream behind me
[Post-Chorus: Chris Brown]
Tried talk to myself like, you don’t really wanna live that life
Welcome to my
Have you seen it all?
It’s like a mountain that I just keep climbing
Your life, your life
Lamborghini
Have you seen it all?

But I keep on tryin’
I turn around and put that dream behind me
Have you been there?

[Pre-Chorus: Chris Brown]
Now or never forever, that’s how I’m livin’ my life
Been on my job, sayin’ I’m different now

[Post-Chorus: Chris Brown]
Now you’re lying on the floor
Your life, your life
Have you done this once before?
Every dream in my head
Even when I got it all , all these broads and alcohol
Gotta keep prayin’ (prayin’)
I overdose in that night life, them bright lights and bikinis
I’ve been thinkin’ too much, I wonder if I did that right
But I gotta leave, I can’t stay
Welcome to my life
But I keep on tryin’
And when I get to the edge
I keep my hand on that gold bottle, I’m tryna find me that genie
Have you done this once before?
I’m on a mission, feel like I’m missin’ now
And this is your life