Shah Rukh Khan: I am a professional liar, I believe in every lie I tell

I am an actor, I can do whatever I feel like. Will I be the person who will be last to know that he can’t act anymore, maybe yes! But, I have never done anything to maintain it, or lose it, or make it, or break it. Mr Khan, you have a lot to answer for. He had told me ‘Tu bohot bada star ban gaya yaar (you’ve become a big star)’. For all the latest Entertainment News, download Indian Express App
© IE Online Media Services Pvt Ltd I will tell you what my story is, it is a story of a boy who came to the city of dreams, struggled, lost his parents early in life, became a big star without having a Bollywood godfather. But on a serious note, on days like this, what I do is, Twitter people put all the pictures of me from all my films, and a couple of days ago I really sat down to count the pictures, there were so many posters there. When did you realise that you’re a star? I haven’t watched Deewana, I don’t even want to watch it, and I don’t say it out of ego, but I now watch all the new movies (laughs). I used to live in a house next door (next to Taj Land’s End in Bandra, Mumbai), then I shifted five houses down, so it is very shocking for me, it really feels like I’ve been around only for a few years. It won’t work until I flop and do something legendary that is so controversial that people get shocked. But, I am the that person who knows the last if I can act or not. As Shah Rukh Khan completes 25 years in the industry, the star sat down to talk about his incredible journey with the media and remember how a boy from Delhi came to be the peddler of dreams and romance to an entire country. It was not like today when box office numbers come even before the film is released, and people even tell you what is good and what is bad in the film. I wanted to wear those cargoes even today, but I could not. However, I am very grateful to God for having given me all the opportunity, but beyond that it is all a part of my work. 25 years of being the Badshah of Bollywood, how would you describe this journey? The first reaction I got for Deewana was from Rakesh uncle (Roshan) at Mehboob Studio. The one thing that stands out for me in these 25 or 26 years is that it happened very fast. Will you watch Deewana now, though? This was meant to be, I have never given it more importance or credibility, or anything else, I have never sat down and told myself that I have become a star. A lot of people tell me, my well wishers, my team that as a star I need to do this and not do this as I am a star. 2017-06-27T11:49:31+00:00″>
Published:June 27, 2017 11:49 am

Shah Rukh Khan says that he never lets people know the most interesting part of his life. Will I be a bad actor and be finished and done with, maybe. Whatever they will make of my life will be a success story. And I asked him, ‘really?’ That was the time I used to walk back to my house from work, and two-three days had passed since the film has released. My biopic will be boring without my controversies and I’m the only one who knows them. I also have outbursts, ego and self importance like every human being has, but I have treated it with a lot of humility, it is a job I do. He made us believe that love is easy and Mr Right was out there. Do I blindly believe that I can act for the rest of my life, no, I believe it with my eyes open. I feel bad if a film doesn’t do well, or good if it does, but it lasts for about six hours, then I move on. Would you be okay, if someone made a biopic on you? I do it well, sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn’t. Stardom has snatched away some of my perks too. I do believe that I do things different in my head and heart, and hopefully people will see it someday, or maybe not see it, but it has never crossed my mind. Related News
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That’s why when people question for how many years I’m doing the same thing, and for how long I’ll continue doing it, I find it odd. I’ll always be an actor, for the rest of my life. And, success stories are extremely boring. Never this thought has come. Maybe one day, 10-15 years from now, or even today, you’ll tell me ‘ruk jaao aap’ (you got to stop), but I will not understand that. When I speak to my family, and see my children all grown up, so reality is there for me to see, but I do feel all of this happened so fast. I know it’ll sound odd, but it hasn’t set in yet. I maintain what I have said before, you lose the ability to surprise people when you lose the ability to fail, and this takes away every perk from your life. Do you think of retirement? So you’ll never get a good script, unless I write it. The movie finishes, life happens but such is SRK’s craft that we go on believing. Work becomes a part of your life.